Plan sudah sgt baik....

Patutnya..

Pagi2 pi  hantaq aiman n aliya, then pi library hospital, study + hantar buku due harini, tgh hari pi grand round after lunch, then pi buat pap smear yg sudah 2 bulan overdue, tinggal nak dapat surat ke 3 dari GP aku, lepas tu pi merayap kat kmart + freedom, then ptg pi makan woodfired pizza kat town..sudah lama  x makan

sekali..9.30pi antaq aiman, si jo, cikgu dia kata he shouldn't be there!

gila nak marah aku..mmg aku dah marah pun..mmg agak rude lahaku tad..sila jgn tiru

kisahnya kelmarin, dia muntah 2 x kat sekolah, arnd lunch time,depa quarantine n call kami suh p amek,aku x angkat tepon sebab kuaq lunch terlupa bwk phone,s noorwan yg bwk dia balik umah, depa x kata dia x bleh mai arini

aku kata pasaipa tak bleh mai plak, dia punya vomitting bukan infectious vomiting pun..geram tauu!! dah la balik umah sihat walepat liat saja pun

jo kata ada case satu lagi, so he can only come after 24hrs of last vomit, so aku kata la ridiculous, kalau aku mai hantaq lagi 2 jam, baru boleh

dgn bengangnya aku heret aiman keluaq..dah la waktu tu aiman tgh beriya menangis x mau pi daycare..ni pun satu hal lagi..asyik nak dok umah tgk tv!

aku nak balik umah pun x bolehsebab cleaner ada kat umah 9-11, malas nak balik kacau depa wat keja..so terpaksa la merayap somewhere

so pi la kmart, beli baju kat aliya, balik singgah thai shop beli petai + durian

sgt membuang masa

ni dah dekat pukui 2pm, sepatah perkataan pun x study lagi

dan aiman adalah x dibenarkan tgk tv sama sekali ..aku x mo dia dok igt dok umah dok tv lagi best

problem addicted to tv dia sgt amat chronic..bygkan kalau kami ajak pi playground/going for a walk pun takmau, semata2 nak dok tgk tv!!

So, since aiman boring x tau nak buat apa..asyik dok kacau mummy saja la..

Tadi dia mintakpi daycare,sebab aku kata dia x boleh tgk tv sampai dia balik sekolah esok ptg, tu pun kalau dia x meragam pagi esok time kami nak pi antaq pi daycare..serius rasa macam nak pi hantaq..saja nak bg padan muka so Jo + cikgu2 dia yg lain..tapi aku la plak malas nak buang masa pi hantaq dia..sebab jauh jugak dari umah

Tu belum masuk bab apa nak makan mlm ni lagi..sebab kunun2 nak makan woodfired pizza kannnn.....

Cehh baru berangan nak makan reductil

Time nak masuk bilik tadi nampak surat kat luar pintu bilik

Surat bertarikh 12/10 lagi, yakni, hari ini

Reductil is being ceased from the market daa

Selama ni pun mmg aku jarang2 sekali prescribe because of the side effects

Tapi ni depa nak stop buat ubat tu terus

Sesapa yg dah beli, boleh pi hantaq balik dapat refund

Mulai harini jugak, dah x boleh prescribe reductil

Abih la harapan aku nak kurus

Baru nak convince GP aku MB suh prescribe kat aku walaupun aku tau aku x memenuhi criteria ponnn

Reductil adalah ubat kurus btw..

A moment on the lips..

A lifetime on the hips..

Ni motto adik aku..hasilnya?? before february 2010, berat dia 10kg ringan dari aku, sekarang??? 20 kg lagi ringan dari aku..

Sapa nak tolong kira satt..maksudnya tuan belog punya berat sudah naik 10kg since february..gila ke hapa wehh..

sebab berat naik mencanak2

1) Haku suka makan
2) Stop BF aliya around bulan march - selama ni apa yg aku makan, kalori kuar kot susu
3) Start buat GP, dulu kerja sepital, byk gerak, naik turun tangga etc, sekarang, bukak pintu, patient sudah tunggu depan mata, dah la depa ada coffee machine yg ada hot choc yg sgt sedap lemak berkrim>> pree lak tu!!
4) Konon2 x dak masa nak exercise -yg sebenarnya tu alasan saja -sila jgn tiru wokeh..kalau dr hampa kata kena exercise, hampa sila ikut :)

BMI 24 sudah..upper limit of normal tu!! entah2 dah 25, sudah unhealthy..

Baju byk yg dah ketat, atau masih boleh pakai, tapi sudah nampak enggak molek

Takkan nak beli baju baru kot..

Maybe I should go back and kerja kat ward diabetes Aberdeen Hosp, waktu kerja situ berat turun 15kg, sampai tinggal tulang la pulak heheh

semalam, since desperado, konon nak tiru ada kakak ni makan shake replacement meals, sekali perut haku x tahan la pulak

Gila weh..minum shake tu dalam kul 1230, pukul 2 camtu perut haku memula berangin..dahla waktu tu aku tag along ngan sakkie, tgk skin clinic dia, nak k3ntut ke sendawa pun x boleh..mmg suffer gila la time tu dok bilik dia sampai pukul 4!

Tapi perut haku ni mmg jenis sensitap sikit..pantang silap makan, mmg berangin..

Nampak gaya kena kurus dgn blood, sweat and tears la jugak ni..hahahhah..

Patutla ramai pakat2 mai mintak reductil kat aku..

mana drug company ni..x mo bagi sample reductil ka kat aku??

Empat puluh lapan..

Learnt how to examine a knee the 'exam' way from PK today during our monday lunchbreak today

Revising it at the moment

98 bahagi dua..

Tinggal 49 hari lagi........

Semalam baca stroke prevention, role of antiplatelets vs anticoagulants

What combination to use when etc

Alhamdullilah

Banyakkk sgt benda nak kena cover..

50 days to go..

Until my clinical exam

Clinical 29/11/10 in Wellington
Written 11/12/10 in Hamilton


Ticket dah beli,hotel dah book, I am NZD5,000 poorer


Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..permudahkan lah perjalanan ku ini..terangkan hati ku untuk menerima ilmu-ilmu yg ku baca ini..amin

Senyap sunyi

Kesian sama ini blog..senyap sunyi x ber entry..

Tuan blog nak exam la katakan..studynnya x tera mana pun,masuk blog tetap masuk, sebab nak blogwalking

Pressure weh..mau nya tak..kalau x pass nauzubillah, kena ulang ambik lagi sekali..satu kali ambik exam $4k+NZD huwaaaaaaaa..boleh buat macam2 wehh duit tu..

Kalau la aku baca buku macam baca blog..sure tarak masalah punya..baca blog boleh pulak ingat cerita org tu cerita org ni...tapiiiiiii

bila baca buku..adoi laa

nak kena mandi bunga kot..ehh mandi bunga kalau nak kawin kan..mandi air rendaman buku lah kot

Is he??

Unwell??

Tadi tgh chat dgn Neri kot FB, syok2 chat sebab lama x chat, makan tahun la jugak



tiba2 aiman nangis..rupanya dia muntah..

Adoila..dear hubby said kalau aiman demam esok, dia x boleh cuti, sebab depa la ni x cukup org..

Esok is my teaching day, topic tomorrow is Adolescent. I don't want to miss it if possible..

Hopefully esok Aiman ok, kalau tak, terpaksala mummy ponteng teaching :(

My heart breaks..

Each time I dropped Aiman at daycare

Semalam mangkit pagi dia tanya daddy, Can I stay at home today? I thought it was monday blues..
Bila pi hantaq dia macam x dak mood

But pagi tadi pun x berapa nak mau pi

Dah byk kali tanya bila dia boleh pi big school

I feel terribly guilty..

My priority have changed so much, dulu, my aim was to become a specialist, nak jadi gynae or paediatrician, ramai org tanya awat buat GP, awat x ambik benda lain..

I want too, but I will also have to sacrifice a lot of family time, these specialties are more 'demanding' and less flexible, kena buat calls, nights etc..yes, I will have higher earning potentials..but I want more time for my kids when they still need me..nanti dah besar,dah independent, dah x heran dah kat mummy, waktu tu la baru mummy habis study, baru ada masa untuk depa

I don't understand why a certain family member frowned upon at me when I took long unpaid leaves to look after Aiman and Aliya when they were born..

Yes, our parents worked when we were small, but they never had to leave us to 'orang luar' or daycare like my children had to go through.

Me and my brother were looked after by our grandparents. So were noorwan and his sister. My sister was looked after by a really nice family, and so was noorwan's sister..

I wish Aliya and Aiman won't have to go through this dilemma with their children.

Skinny dip where art thou..

I literally screamed (with joy) when I saw that familiar LUSH logo when I saw Te Awa's opening adds. The Awa is the new shopping area that is being built at Te Rapa. Phase 1 dah siap, opening day was last thurs, so dia iklan la dalam paper. One of of the shop is LUSH!!!

I got addicted to LUSH on my uni days kat Aberdeen. Some of their products are utterly weird, but they smell divine! If you're not familiar with their stuff, going to their shop for the first time can be very overwhelming..sensory overload..

The first ever stuff that I bought was a bar of karma soap. Boy, I was pleasantly shock when I took it home. My whole bathroom smelt nice when I had the shower. Karma is a bit hit and miss though, either you like it or you don't

I even managed to get my dear hubby to use some of their soaps, to my surprise he still remember middle earth :) Sadly LUSH don't make them anymore :(

When we were moving to NZ, I knew they are a few branches in NZ, but not in Hamilton, so I always order online or visited they store when I was in Adeilade and Sydney. Normally kalau order online, will order conditioner to last me a few months at least. Last sekali order just before christmas last yr, so lama dah la jugak..

I have many favourites..

Skinny dip is one of my favourite item from LUSH esp in winter. Initially they make it in shower gel form, then change it to shower cream BUT now..as I have found out today, they have discotinued it altogether!!! Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....Kalau kat UK, at least you sometimes can special order discontinued items through their forum, if they get enough orders, they'll whipp out a batch untuk sapa2 yg order..tapi kat sini mana nak cariii..huhuhu..sedihnya la..punya lama tunggu LUSH mai Hamilton ni..

Tadi beli figs and leaves, floating island and demon in the dark for dear hubby, ni dia yg nak...x boleh beli banyak2 la..mahal :(((

He said I should locum so I could buy LUSH..LOL

My bathroom now has that familiar LUSH smell again :)