The Guilt..

I have this problem ever since A-level/Med School

Selalunya dekat2 nak xm, I feel that I should be studying all the time or as much as I can,simply not possible now that I have a husband + 2 kids in tow.. anything that distracts me from studying, will make me feel terribly guilty. 

Less than 2 weeks to my 1st exam, then, 2 weeks gap, then my 2nd exam. Despite still not 100% ready (never will be) I can't wait.. to fully enjoy summer..

Udah beli

anak patung cumel ni utk Aliya..x sabar tunggu Aliya balik..
Kalau anak x mo main, mummy jek la yg main..
Ada macam2 pesen lagi
Anak patung brand Corolle, adik beradik sepusat sepusing, mak asing2 CORELLE muahahha

Setiap yang berlaku..

Ada hikmahnya

Kita mungkin x nampak hikmahnya bila musibah tu berlaku

Manusia hanya merancang, tapi Allah jua lah sebaik2 perancang..


Di saat aku harus berjuang untuk menduduki exam, di kala ni la tiba2 byk ujian yg tiba..being a woman,I can't stop thinking about these..

Focus Fid, focus..

Serabut..

Suddenly everything all happens at once..

:( :( :(

Tiba tiba la pulak...

Terasa nak beli iphone 4
I'm not into gadget, selalunya my handphone mesti yg hands me down from incik hubby yg hantu gadget. Tapi memandangkan dia ni hantu gadget, gadget2 dia selalu complicated untuk wife dia yg amatla x techno savvy ni, termasukla  phone yg dok pakai la ni..


Sebab apa nak beli phone baru, phone sekarang asyik drop line, x clear, sgt annoying..


Once dah terfikir nak beli, asyik dok teringat, tapi kalau beli next year march macam tu, boleh claim tax relief..byk gak, 30% kot..kalau beli tahun ni..x bleh claim..camna nii???

Pengorbanan..tapi untuk apa?

Text message from DH this morning:


"Aiman sedih jer hari ni. Dok tepi tingkap lap mata. Wan terpaksa janji macam2"

Really make me super super sad,  sob sob..



Sabaqla Aiman, 6 more weeks till mummy finish my exams and my attachment

I don't know who am I doing this for, myself? them? my parents? terpaksa??

Tutu for Aliya..can't wait

Bought this for Aliya, can't wait for it to arrive. Mula2 nak beli for her birthday, tapi mummy x sabar, I've wanted to buy this ever since I  found out that I was having a girl. Don't know why I waited this long

Tgh cari pearl necklace pulak for her...

4 more weeks..botak la haku...

Botak tapi cung macam Natalie Portman ni x pe la jugak..

I have this habit that I had since uni years..suka cabut rambut time study (to my husband's dismay!!) dia menyampah sebab nanti rambut jatuh merata2, selalu haku kumpul rambut2 tu satu tempat, lepas study, buang

Lagi byk study, lagi byk haku cabut rambut.tangan x bleh dok diam

Time uni dulu, kadang siap pakai tudung time study, sebab takut botak hahhah

Nasib baik lambut jenis lebat

Sudden handbag itch..

I've lasted almost 4 years in NZ with only buying ONE handbag..

Nothing decent to buy here, paling best pun, Oroton je la kot, Aussie brand

Last time beli handbag, on our trip to Sydney more than a year ago, tu pun sebab waktu tu x kerja,on maternity leave,  mampu beli Coach saja, tu pun seksa nak shopping ngan budak2..

ohh how I miss being able to easily window shop and buy handbags in Dublin..

terbayang2 mulberry and YSL yg dulu berkenan kat Brown Thomas tapi tak beli..

Buhsannya..

Here I am, sat at the library trying my very best to digest what am I reading from Orthopaedic Examination Made Easy..Hip and Pelvis chapter precisely

Musculoskeletal is my weak subject..anatomy and understanding of MSS go hand in hand..I am terrible in both..

Here's hoping that PK, my teacher will have some pearl of wisdom for me tomorrow and he won't think I am an idiot..dah la dia ni mmg terer gila MSS, DR for Waikato Rugby lagi..dapat student buta MSS, nasib ler heheh..But for me, Alhamdullilah..last week we went true knee exam, sekejap saja paham after I did it   with
him..That's what the expert are for!

Till then..yawnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........

I am progressing, albeit at a snail space..better than no progress at all right??

Weekend aritu x study sgt sebab dear DH was working