I am drowning

IN READING MATERIALS..


huhhuuu..people are handing out reading materials right left and centre

I have piles of papers,articles, journals, books etc cluttering my desk..

I don't even have time to file them..

I've chucked away some of the leaflets..can't be good for the planet huh??

Lost of momentum

Adoila..since my last entry yg malas nak study tu..I haven't studied at all!!!!!!!!
So lack of momentum laa..
Rasanya sebab seminggu cuti dok umah jaga aiman and aliya yg kena chicken pox,so I wasn't in the working mode, tu yg rasa I have no drive to study tu..rasa pandai hahahhaha

Kalau pi kerja, dapat patient macam2, ada yg I can solve ada yg dak, so from there barula terserlah my inadequecy, baru la rasanya keperluan untuk study tu

Ni esok I'm going to Sexual Health Clinic,baru nak terhegeh2 bukak buku baca...

Alhamdulillah both kids dah recover from CP. Aiman especially. Dia punya CP x teruk sgt, x teruk lgsg actually.He just had a few spots here and there saja, gatal2 pun sat saja,overal he was unwell for about 24hrs. Tapi yg kesian aliya, baaaaaaaaaaanyakkkkkkkk sgt vesicles dia.She was literally covered with vesicles. She got it EVERYWHERE. In her ears,on her back,trunk,legs,arms,face,neck, between her natal cleft,genital areas.She was unwell for the whole week. She scratches away non stop,poor thing :( And now she has the scabs all over her body and she keeps scratching the scabs :(

Poxy poxy poxy..calamine lotion party

Chicken pox in da house! Both Aiman and Aliya jangkit from Cu, my SIL. Abih la satu Lollipop, daycare Aiman kena nanti, sure depa kata Aiman la yg bawak sebab dia yg 1st kena heheheh

Sure org igt local virus, sebab ada jugak kes kat Hamilton ni, depa x tau VZ ni mai dari Malaysia angkut naik dgn kapai terbang hehehe

Since Aiman sure dah sah2 x leh pi daycare, makanya..esok lusa tulat and maybe tungging jugak, x leh la mummy pi kja..

Alhamdullilah, depa dua OK, cuma gatai2 saja. Tapi nak bg makan phenergan (promethazine) depa x mau, nak ubat pink saja ie paracetamol, even bila mix dgn paracetamol pun depa x mau, phenergan ada after taste sikit rasanya, tapi mummy makan sedap sajaaaaaaaaa heheheh

malam ni x study

adoi la..malas betui nak study malam ni..

tapi pg tadi dah baca on measles, HFMD, croup and acute epiglotitis..aci dak itu saja utk hari ini??

bestnya..

Why?? sebab terjumpa blog JJ, my junior kat SMSTSP dulu..

dah lama dok cari dia, dulu2 ada terjumpa sat dalam friendster, then bila dok active lam FB, da jrg bukak friendster, so macam lost contact balik..dah anak dua dah..still slim macam dulu, jealous betui..yess JJ, allaaa beli jeans lain la hehehehhe

Tapi sebab ter excited sgt dok baca blog JJ tadi, terjadi la satu incident petang tadi huhuhuu..

Pagi tadi I was bored sebab x dak patients, so bagitau la kat John, my practice manager kata nak pi paeds derm clinic,so around 1215 camtu pi hospital, had lunch with incik hubby at momentoes , sekali bila pi derm clinic, pun x ramai patients, byk DNA, apa la nasib..dapat jumpa a few saja..byk borak ngn Dr Yung pasai DSLR saja hehehhe..ntah apa2 , x tercapai matlamat nak see kiddies skin problems

since clinic habis awal, nak tunggu incik hubby balik lambat lagi, pi lepak library sat, blogwalking, blog najwa leading to blog geni and then trejumpa blog JJ. Halfway through, incik hubby call, kata dia lewat sikit sebab dia nak kena pi amek kunci keta la, notes patients for his clinic @ Tauranga tomorrow etc etc..so I thought, ok la dia lambat x pa la..tgh syok baca blog JJ ni..heheh

sedar x sedar jam dah pukul 515, rasa cam pelik saja, awat incik hubby ni lambat sgt, rasa x sedap hati, so keluaq la dari library konon nak pi cari dia, OTW tu, bok kuaq la HP sebab nak call dia, sekali tgk HP ada 12 missed call!!!! X tau la pasaipa dia x bunyi..OTW keluaq selisih ngn incik hubby yg muka sgt la grg..I've never seen him like that actually..

Mintak maap byk2 la suamiku tercinta...jgn marah2 , nanti cepat tua hehehe

Yang peliknya, dalam 15 mins after that, Dr Kumar called, ajak pi dinner umah dia esok, ok pulak dia berbunyi..

erm..ni satu lagi, nak pi dinner umah dia esok nak bawak apa ni?

dia ni, bagus sikit, vegetarian, eat healthily..selalu nak senang beli chocolate saja..

2 years ago..

On 080308 @ 0026 @ Waterford Birth Centre, Hamilton, my little Aliya was born. The memories are still fresh in my mind like it was yesterday...

Will type it one day when I have the time..

My new routine..

It's been 2 weeks since I started the GP training scheme..I am overwhelm..

Trying to juggle everything is not easy. Study, family,work kids, kerja rumah, husband..huhuuhuu...I am not a superwoman..

I have the responsibility to

my kids for I want to be a good loving mother
my husband for I want to be a good, loving and supportive wife
my patients as they deserve the very best from me
my parents
my religion

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk ku melalui saat2 ini..hanya padamu aku memohon

My dear Aiman and Aliya, mummy is soo sorry that our time is so limited nowadays and I am always occupied with other things, insyaAllah it will get better..hang in there little darlings

Tajuk campur-campur

Hahahhaha..apa la punya tajuk entry..

mau daknya, macam2 nak cerita tapi updatenya jarang2..macam ni la jadinya..

Lama x update sebab baru2 ni balik malaysia, from 28/1 to 19/2 (lebih kurang camtu la date dia, malas nak check heheh

Balik malaysia kali ni dugaan betul, sebab panassssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! Mmg x tahan sgt2, org yg dok msia pun x tahan, lagi2 la kami ni..activity?? x byk sgt sebab my hubby x balik..so macam takdak mood sgt nak berjalan2, hmm x best nak jalan2 sebab hubby x dak actually hehehhe...Balik pun main reason sebab nak settle hal IPPT, Alhamdullillah dah settle

tapi kan..balik kali ni..dapat hasil yg besar, which I am quite happy about..tapi, sebab menda ni la jugak, terjadinya family crisis huhuhuh...

since kami balik nanti nak dok bertam, and lepas ni lambat lagi nak balik, so saja la pi jalan2 area situ..tetiba org bertam properties kata ada satu banglo kosong, org x lepas loan. so after pi tgk semua, ok la berkenan la jugak. Actually I don't like the lay out, tapi location best plus tanah dia luas 8000+ sq feet, dekat sgt dgn IPPT, so kelam kabut la nak try settle loan etc..

tup2, dalam tgh dok urus loan, Tini, my SIL kata ada tanah lot kawan dia beli dekat Paya Keladi, x jauh dari situ. Ada kosong lagi 2 lot, I was sceptical la jugak, sebab igt jauh, sebab sebelum ni dah pi usyar dah tanah2 lot, semua jauh2, or stand alone tanah lot..yg ni x minat sgt..kalau boleh nak macam kampung tersusun..

Tini bawak balik plan tanah tu, ptg tu jugak depa bawak pi tgk...hmmmmm..only 6km from IPPT!! Yg bestnya, siap lalu sekolah (potential for aiman and aliya) and lalu banglo bertam properties tu jugak..kiranya, tanah tu 6km dr IPPT, banglo tu pulak 3 km dari IPPT

Dahh pening kepala x tau nak decide...makanya tuan blog pun buat la sembahyang istikharah dan jugak sembahyang hajat mintak petunjuk..in any big decision that I have to make I rarely pray that I 'will' get whatever I want, my doa will always be that I ask for Allah to grant my wish if that is the best for me/us. If not, redha la yg itu bukan yg terbaik for me/us. I think malam tu mimpi nampak tanah tu.. rasanya lah kan...I never got any petunjuk on my istikharah before...

Nak di jadikan cerita, tanah lot tu tinggal 2 ja yg kosong, dan bukan lot bersebelahan. I want to buy 2 lots. Nasib baik la sebelah lot yg kosong tu, kawan tini yg beli, dan dia telah bermurah hati sanggup tukar pi lot satu lagi so that I can buy 2 lot yg sebelah menyebelah tu..


alhamdullilah..sekarang ni dalam proses nak tukar nama etc..my mum is helping me to sort out everything...

Harapnya..it is meant to be la, takut jugak since my husband x balik, dia hanya agree based on my descriptions + pictures saja la...

On a different note..

my sil yg baru habis SPM came with us haritu..dia dok sini 2 minggu, tadi baru p hantaq dia balik. she is very good with the kids. Tadi pi hantaq dia balik airport, kesian kat aiman, I ahve been preparaing him that cu dah nak balik malaysia since a few days ago, tapi tadi bila balik dari airport tgk cu betui2 takdak lagi kat umah ni, he cried!!! Sedih tgk dia..byk kali dia ulang2 tanya mana cu, can we ask cu to come back and stay with us?? Esok pg dia nak call msia cakap dgn cu suh mai sini...hmmmm kalau la malaysia tu dekat, boleh la sayang..kesian anak mummy, sob sob...

Aliya is still to small to understand....

hmm sure byk typo ni..malas nak check..

ada benda censored lagi nak cerita, tapi demi menjaga keharmonian sejagat..I'll keep it to myself lah..