2 years ago..

On 080308 @ 0026 @ Waterford Birth Centre, Hamilton, my little Aliya was born. The memories are still fresh in my mind like it was yesterday...

Will type it one day when I have the time..

My new routine..

It's been 2 weeks since I started the GP training scheme..I am overwhelm..

Trying to juggle everything is not easy. Study, family,work kids, kerja rumah, husband..huhuuhuu...I am not a superwoman..

I have the responsibility to

my kids for I want to be a good loving mother
my husband for I want to be a good, loving and supportive wife
my patients as they deserve the very best from me
my parents
my religion

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk ku melalui saat2 ini..hanya padamu aku memohon

My dear Aiman and Aliya, mummy is soo sorry that our time is so limited nowadays and I am always occupied with other things, insyaAllah it will get better..hang in there little darlings

Tajuk campur-campur

Hahahhaha..apa la punya tajuk entry..

mau daknya, macam2 nak cerita tapi updatenya jarang2..macam ni la jadinya..

Lama x update sebab baru2 ni balik malaysia, from 28/1 to 19/2 (lebih kurang camtu la date dia, malas nak check heheh

Balik malaysia kali ni dugaan betul, sebab panassssssssss!!!!!!!!!!! Mmg x tahan sgt2, org yg dok msia pun x tahan, lagi2 la kami ni..activity?? x byk sgt sebab my hubby x balik..so macam takdak mood sgt nak berjalan2, hmm x best nak jalan2 sebab hubby x dak actually hehehhe...Balik pun main reason sebab nak settle hal IPPT, Alhamdullillah dah settle

tapi kan..balik kali ni..dapat hasil yg besar, which I am quite happy about..tapi, sebab menda ni la jugak, terjadinya family crisis huhuhuh...

since kami balik nanti nak dok bertam, and lepas ni lambat lagi nak balik, so saja la pi jalan2 area situ..tetiba org bertam properties kata ada satu banglo kosong, org x lepas loan. so after pi tgk semua, ok la berkenan la jugak. Actually I don't like the lay out, tapi location best plus tanah dia luas 8000+ sq feet, dekat sgt dgn IPPT, so kelam kabut la nak try settle loan etc..

tup2, dalam tgh dok urus loan, Tini, my SIL kata ada tanah lot kawan dia beli dekat Paya Keladi, x jauh dari situ. Ada kosong lagi 2 lot, I was sceptical la jugak, sebab igt jauh, sebab sebelum ni dah pi usyar dah tanah2 lot, semua jauh2, or stand alone tanah lot..yg ni x minat sgt..kalau boleh nak macam kampung tersusun..

Tini bawak balik plan tanah tu, ptg tu jugak depa bawak pi tgk...hmmmmm..only 6km from IPPT!! Yg bestnya, siap lalu sekolah (potential for aiman and aliya) and lalu banglo bertam properties tu jugak..kiranya, tanah tu 6km dr IPPT, banglo tu pulak 3 km dari IPPT

Dahh pening kepala x tau nak decide...makanya tuan blog pun buat la sembahyang istikharah dan jugak sembahyang hajat mintak petunjuk..in any big decision that I have to make I rarely pray that I 'will' get whatever I want, my doa will always be that I ask for Allah to grant my wish if that is the best for me/us. If not, redha la yg itu bukan yg terbaik for me/us. I think malam tu mimpi nampak tanah tu.. rasanya lah kan...I never got any petunjuk on my istikharah before...

Nak di jadikan cerita, tanah lot tu tinggal 2 ja yg kosong, dan bukan lot bersebelahan. I want to buy 2 lots. Nasib baik la sebelah lot yg kosong tu, kawan tini yg beli, dan dia telah bermurah hati sanggup tukar pi lot satu lagi so that I can buy 2 lot yg sebelah menyebelah tu..


alhamdullilah..sekarang ni dalam proses nak tukar nama etc..my mum is helping me to sort out everything...

Harapnya..it is meant to be la, takut jugak since my husband x balik, dia hanya agree based on my descriptions + pictures saja la...

On a different note..

my sil yg baru habis SPM came with us haritu..dia dok sini 2 minggu, tadi baru p hantaq dia balik. she is very good with the kids. Tadi pi hantaq dia balik airport, kesian kat aiman, I ahve been preparaing him that cu dah nak balik malaysia since a few days ago, tapi tadi bila balik dari airport tgk cu betui2 takdak lagi kat umah ni, he cried!!! Sedih tgk dia..byk kali dia ulang2 tanya mana cu, can we ask cu to come back and stay with us?? Esok pg dia nak call msia cakap dgn cu suh mai sini...hmmmm kalau la malaysia tu dekat, boleh la sayang..kesian anak mummy, sob sob...

Aliya is still to small to understand....

hmm sure byk typo ni..malas nak check..

ada benda censored lagi nak cerita, tapi demi menjaga keharmonian sejagat..I'll keep it to myself lah..

Generalist

I am $205 poorer but I am now the proud owner of the above textbook and its companion handbook. As I was browsing the VERY thick book, I wished I had known about the book sooner. Very concise..

Tak tau la macam mana boleh ter 'apply' nak masuk GP training program ni...I am looking forward to it but at the same time takut sebab, baaaaaaaanyaknya nak kena tahu..not necessarily in details..sikit2 la..more or less macam final exam med school dulu la....dah la nak curi2 masa nak baca buku tu punya la susah..

Oh anak2 ku...jangan bg mummy and daddy tension sgt ya this year..we both ada exam huhuhuhuhuhuu.....

Everyone is dieting

Huwaaaaaa.. rasa macam semua org tgh berdiet dekarang ni..(apart from me!!)

Dengan 99THN nya,nurses on my ward pun sibuk dok berdiet (new yr resolution heheheh)

I love my food! But I need to lose a few kgs, well 7 to be exact huhuhuh..

Camni ni??

nak balik msia pulak next week..

I can't do dieting, I have to increase my activity instead..nak exercise pun x berapa rajin, well sibukk laaaaaa..bila ada masa, rasa nak rest la kan..

Awat lama x update??

Last night my dear DH tanya awat lama x update??

Hmm mmg lama pun, I read other people's blog everynight, tapi dah lama x update mine

Selalu update time pagi2 sementara nak tunggu masuk kja

Tapi since christmas haritu..library bukak 8.30am, time tu dah nak masuk kerja

Waktu kerja pulak, takkan nak update blog with lost of people overlooking on my shoulder. Ward 34 punya staff room punya la busy with lots of people around. Our Hamilton Huntly Doctors Room x dak PC, leceh betul..team, lain semua ada..ni gara2 our cons amek pc bawak masuk bilik dia la..sebab he's a new cons kot, belum dapat his own pc

Lagi satu, Dr Kumar ni macam pulun sikit....so malas nak mai lambat, every morning ada MDT

A lot has happened since my last entry..dah buat house warming, we went strawberry picking, blueberry picking, pergi hobbiton tempat shooting LOTR, pi beach, malaysian picnic at the lake..macam2 lagi laa..

I am going back to malaysia in 2 weeks time. Last min, x plan pun, tiket baru beli minggu lepas..melayang 4 ribu huuuhuhuh..Lepas ni lambat lagi kot baru balik..
Going on my own with the kids..not sure if I am looking forward to that or not!!

Sudah settle, Alhamdullilah

Alhamdullilah, dah selesai pindah rumah, dah lama x online sebab line broadband rumah baru ni rosak. Mula2 call telecom, dia kata modem, so dia antar modem baru, tunggu 2-3 hari baru sampai. Bila modem dah sampai, x ok jugak, ni petang satgi org Telecom nak mai check line kat umah..

Cerita pindah pulak, kami pindah 4/12/2009-hujan on and off haritu. Tapi memandangkan dah amek cuti, dah siap packing dah dah book movers, pindah jugak la dalam ujan tu..barang2 dah 90% dah habis unpack, tinggal my toiletries yg berlambak2 plus the toy room saja yg belum kemas

So far so good, we're loving the house.Aiman and Aliya sampai harini x abis2 lagi overexcited dgn rumah baru, sebab lagi luas, more space for them.

Oh ya..dah start bagi depa tidur bilik sendiri. Aiman so far so good, tapi Aliya la dok jaga byk kali. Mula2 nak bg tidur katil single sorang satu, tapi Aiman x mau, dia nak dok cuddle dgn adik, dia takut kot dok katil asing, so kami rapatkan 2 katil single. He is soo proud of himself


7/12 baru2 ni birthday Aiman, beli kek kecik, celebrate satu family saja

Cadangnya 18/12 ni nak buat doa selamat, house warming + his birthday..

Gambar? tunggu ada broadband kat rumah dulu la

No more Grand Rounds.....

Tadi masuk lebry nampak notice kata this week's GR is the last one for this year. Next year start on 11/2/2010..uikss lambat lagi..my besday tu hihihi..senang nak ingat..entah2 x sempat nka attend pun, because I have resigned time tu..l;ast working day 27/1/2010 kalau tak silap..tapi rasa2 macam nak extend lagi seminggu sebab x jadi balik malaysia..ingatkan nak balik la 2 minggu,before I start my GP training,tapi rasa macam x jadi lah kot..

Dulu2 x rajin sgt pi GR. Tapi since last year, I have made an effort to go every week, bukannya apa, sebab kat rumah sibuk dgn anak2, susah nak sit and make time to study, so at least by going to GR ni, boleh la tahu perkembangan terkini other departments..updating my rusty knowledge..kat GR ni selalunya each department will take turns and present interesting cases/topic surrounding their specialty..boleh la tambah pengetahuan sikit..medic ni, non stop learning...

Pening...pening..

Baru sampai sepital..as usual, lepak kat lebry dulu, buat psych ni start kul 0830-0900, tapio since incik hubby masuk kja pukul 0800, makanya..I have some free time to kill. Maleh nak dok menyemak kat dalam ward, bukan ada menda pun..so I will lepakin la kat lebry sampai pukul 0830

Still x berapa sihat ni, my nose is still running like nobody's business,sampai pening2 kepalaku dek kerana terlambau dok hembus hingus..

Satgi around pukul sembilan camtu nak pi Westpac buat cheque, arini ambik kunci tapi sebelum boleh ambik kunci kena bayar dulu apa yg patut..terbang 11k+ huhuhhuuu..

3 more sleeps

Until we move!Byk lg yg belum pack ni..

Tomorrow is possession day. Dapat kunci. Malam esok boleh pi angkut some stuff, plan nak angkut odd stuff yg x boleh masuk kotak. Khamis pagi dah book chem-dry suh pi cuci carpet..Pagi Jumaat pulak dah book movers tolong angkut brg2 lain..

Ohh yaa malam esok jugak incik hubby kata dia akan mop lantai umah tu..bagus bagus...

Umah tu, living room, kitchen and dining, lantai kayu, bedrooms and the hallway leading to the bedrooms saja yg ada carpet, bagus la..senang nak cuci bebudak ni punya mess, esp time makan tu..

Demam x berapa baik lagi..dok sok-sek sok-sek..pi kerja semua org x berani dekat dgn gue..bagus jugak..kurang kerja haku muhahahahha..mana taknya, most patient lagi sihat dari aku, well, sihat physically la..mentally of course la depa x sihat hehehhehe..kalau aku mentally lagi teruk dari depa..nauzubillah!