Friday, November 20, 2009

Clucky cluck cluck...

Gosh..makes me sounds like a chicken..

Sorting out Aliya outgrown clothes and my pregnancy clothes..
Mula2 dulu, igtkan nak ada at least 3 org anak, waktu anak sorang, OK lagi..we thought we were ready for no 2, so Aliya was born..mak oiiiiiiiii..the transition was hard! I knew it was going to be hard, but I didn't know it was going to be this hard :(


We are struggling and failing miserably..what with not having any family to help and both of us sitting for our exams next year.

We kind off decided not to have anymore kids, initially we thought we'd wait till I finished my training, then decide..BUT do we want to start all over again in 5 years time??

We are very lucky to have been blessed with Aliya and Aiman, I kept reminding myself to be grateful that they are healthy. But boy, the responsibilities are enormous, I don't think I can cope with another one at the moment

What do I do with my pregnany clothes?? Sell? Keep? Baju Aliya pulak? Dah email rina tadi, dia baru 11 weeks pregnant, so x tau lagi anak apa, kalau baby girl, maybe nak bagi kat Rina saja la kot..

If we ever decide to have another baby, beli lain la kot...

Deep down, I do want another child..tapi larat ke nak jaga? Are we patience enough?

3 comments:

eynda said...

Boleh paham ur situation....sama la...kekadang teringin nak baby ke3...tapi pikir2 macam nak kena start dari awal...pregnancy yg macam2 dugaan....bersalin pun zaassss potong perut....nak berjaga tengah malam sampai baby umur 2-3 tahun...baru je nak merasa tido yg nyenyak setelah hannah masuk umur 3 tahun ni...sanggup ke nak ulang balik semua?? Hehe....tapi kalau Allah beri rezeki...terima aje :-)

~ f i d ~ said...

Tu lah..most people said, kecik2 ni saja rasa susah, nanti bila dah besar, 2 org tu rasa sikit..tapi tu ahh..bila pikir nak mula balik tu adoi la..x larat..for me, more to nak jaga bila dah kuar tu, boh of my pregnancies and deliveries, alhamdullilah quite straightforward

Ana Suzana said...

jom la mula balik..kikikiki..